What the hell have I gotten myself into???

I went to the first two sessions of Law School "boot camp" this week... we have one more Friday but it is a cocktail party for family. No bf, no husband... I may be the only one bringing my parents! Schweet!

But that really isn't the issue... The issues are that I know nothing... been called on three times and failed three times. My books cost as much as a month's rent... no lies... and I had to take them on credit against my loans. Oh, and I am expected to put in 40 hours a week and even right now can't seem to efficiently juggle both.

All that... and classes haven't even started yet. That fun begins Monday. What I've learned so far? Who not to sit by EVER EVER again! It's one thing to want a law degree so badly to study way way way ahead. That's your perogative and that's great. It's another to mumble along when the dean and the professors speak and distract other students. Noisy little suckup.

I have received a lot of messages from friends this week simply stating "You can do it. You can do anything". I do appreciate it but I wish I had as much faith in myself as everyone else does! If you call or email/text/myspace me in the next few weeks and don't hear back from me right away, please know that I am not ignoring you. I will get to you... and your message is getting through, so please keep sending them. Even though I may not respond right away I really will like hearing what is going on with you! Send invites too, I still will pop up now and then, so keep me informed :)

Whew... that was nice and cathartic. Where's the tylenol?